The night I knew I ws not gong to be Christian anymore, was the same night I learned how to meditaite correctlly. The key to meditaion is not getting distracted! I was laying in the floor listoning to my pure moods CD and teling my body to relax. Then I felt the most extream sinsation I have ever felt. It was the feeling of Diaties entering my soul. They came in quickly. Hundreds of them at once. The way it felt is undiscribable except to say it was tremendous. They sent waves of great energy threw me that I was overjoyed by. I could not, nor did i want to move. I wanted the feeling to go on forever. The love and protection that I felt from these spirits was fantastic. That is why I can not be Christian anymore. I can not believe in just one God. I know that the power of the devine, of, love, of the greater good. of humanity, of the world; does not come from just one source. The obvious reality of the universe is that the God called yawah, or jahovah, can not be the only God there is. I know that not everone would agree with me. I believe in God's Goddess' Angels, abiritions, menions,ect. I know they all exist. i absolutlly know it.